I write from the heart..Sometimes, it is painful to live a life..But I sense death is even worse..
While I am still breathing, I would like to make peace with myself..
Lately, many things had happened to me..
1. Seorang former coursemate telah kematian adiknya yang baru berusia 13 tahun..Bayangkanlah kehilangan ahli keluarga yang anda sayang dalam sekelip mata..Manusia biasalah terlupa dan alpa..Perkara ini terjadi kepada Ella juga..Bila di depan mata, kita buat biasa macam x peduli..macam x kisah U ada ke xda I could still live..Nevertheless, bila dah kehilangan ahli keluarga, baru terasa dalam hati kenapa x cuba lebihkan meluang masa (berkenaan dengan Ella's deceased/late father)..
Bermula dari itu, Ella has been trying hard to appreciate the people around me..Why is it so hard? Because people will always be who they are..Don't expect miracle but always pray for the very best..I have changed positively bit by bit, pieces by pieces..I could feel it in my bones..
Ella dah boleh masak sikit..sikit tapi lama2 jadi masterchef..kot..hehe..Dulu masak sayur letak ikan bilis and telur je..sekarang dah pandai masak bersos tiram..(janganlah hairan; it is indeed an accomplishment for me)..Bila Ella renung and fikir sejenak, rasanya xda coursemate girls Ella yg betul2 pandai masak..macam sama bot je kita nie..maju dalam pelajaran tapi..oooppppaaaa.
Smile,
-Ella-
